a dean winchester s9 appreciation
I think the one thing you have to understand about Misha, is that he once asked the internet not to pirate something, and they didn’t.
He then released the same thing a few months later for free on youtube, for those people who weren’t able to afford it.
And he did it for charity.
The first time it happens, he cries. It doesn’t end in full out sob, of course. No, he’s strong enough to resist that kind of luxury; resist letting the emotion that’s crushing him lift. But an even total of four tears do slip from between his eyelashes when it happens. His father had never hit him before. Yes, he had yelled in rage. Yes, he had punished him in ways others would not deem warranted. But a physical blow such as this? Never. And as a result, he had no training in keeping control of himself in the situation. So the damned salty things slipped from his eyes, leaving a glistening streak upon his freckled cheeks, his emerald eyes shining. He didn’t mean to let Sammy out of his sight. H-he had just…just fallen asleep. Hadn’t expected his little brother to leave. Was unprepared. Stupid, stupid, stupid. And in that moment, he despises himself more than his father ever could
From his father’s gaze, he sees his tears earn him no sympathy, and if anything, it gets him increased disapproval. The way his father shakes his head slowly before leaving the room with a low grunt of censure almost has him begging. But he knows that would undoubtedly earn him another hit, so he stays silent, though unable to still his quivering lower lip. The emotions are too potent.
The second time it happens, he doesn’t cry. He merely falls back at the blow, touching his now cracked lip, before shifting back to his feet mechanically and standing stiffly. Soldier-like. No emotions touch his features now. He won’t allow any. He won’t be so weak. He’s locked himself in his head, echoing chants of crushing words ricocheting there. Stupid, stupid, stupid, disappointment, stupid, needs to better, needs to listen more, so stupid, so dumb, stupid, stupid, disappointment, needs to be better, stupid, stupid..
The third time never happens. He’s better now. Older. Doesn’t fuck up. Doesn’t screw simple concepts over. Isn’t embarrassingly weak. Is something his father can be proud of, he’s sure. He listens, doesn’t even consider questioning his father’s orders, and overall, protects Sammy. He’s good. He isn’t stupid anymore.
*spits blood and cries* yeah, no, it’s cool, I’m cool really
Allstate has launched a beautiful campaign aimed at members of the LGBTQ community. Thanks, Allstate! <3
This made me so happy
Wow, it’s not often that an insurance company will make you cry for HAPPY reasons.
if a girl asks you for a tampon, I dont care how much you hate that bitch if you have one you hand it over no one deserves that level of hell
"You’ve already bought a ticket, and there’s no turning back now."
Headcanon: Cas is particularly ticklish on the nape of his neck. Dean finds this out and takes advantage (with Cas’ discarded feathers, of course).